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relaxation is the key....   
07:16pm 10/11/2002
 
mood: calm
today has been awesome... thank the goddess for friends. without Kalli and Lauren and Fia, i don't know what I'd do....
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"This is not the start of World War Three
No politcal ploys
I think both your constitutions are terrific so
Now you know - be good boys"
--The Arbiter, from Chess
 
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click   
08:45pm 09/11/2002
  here. http://wolf.webcruiser.org/index.php?ref=150711  
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mood swings left and right   
12:49am 03/11/2002
  fuck the world and everything in it.  
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hmm   
11:59pm 02/11/2002
 
mood: amused
my away msg on AIM reads: highly irritated. highly stressed. armed. back away from the IM window.
 
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blah dee blah blah blah   
05:08pm 20/10/2002
 
mood: cheerful
weeee! me so tired... but it okies! yay. alrighty, quiz time!
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quizzes   
07:30pm 18/10/2002
 
mood: exhausted
yeah... more quizzes.... fun fun... could you tell i'm bored stiff? yes i am... lots and lots of quizzes.... yeah... i'm gonna go to bed now.
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Quizzes and Conversation   
09:46pm 17/10/2002
 
mood: calm
I was in the mood for quizzes... hehehe

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J'ai une questionne.   
11:24pm 15/10/2002
 
mood: pissed off
tell me, is it MY fault i didn't know my idiot boyfriend was in a wreck? or that he was in the hospital all day today? or that he's a sucky driver? it's not my fault i didn't know! it's not my fault he's a reckless driver! it's not my fault he's a fucking asshole! argh.
 
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Quizzes   
11:15pm 15/10/2002
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tired...   
10:08pm 14/10/2002
 
mood: drained
I'm sooo tired right now.. I just got back from the play, and being stuck in that cold cold light booth made me so tired. I fell asleep up there, luckily my supervisor took over. I then proceeded to fall asleep on Brenden's shoulder during intermission, and then on the way home... maybe I just need to go to bed... I do have school in the morning, after all... damn the law enforcement officials, for making me go to school.
 
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*sniff*   
09:00pm 13/10/2002
 
mood: sad
David and Cris just left.
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So anyway. I talked to Simon last night. He's Zoe's (my sister) exboyfriend. She's not really my sister, but she might as well be... and he was bitching about her to me, and I just don't know what to do.. I love them both equally ya know? I just don't know, I don't know what to do.
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why did i come back here? why, when I knew conroe was a big ball of negative energy? when i knew it would just bring me down? i had my getaway, in Arlington, and i came back. i left behind my boyfriend, the best friends i've ever had, and i left.... i left my sister behind.... why am i so stupid?
 
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yay   
08:14pm 13/10/2002
 
mood: pleased
Cris and David are here... and they aren't stoned! me so proud!
 
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Quote of the Day   
07:30pm 13/10/2002
 
mood: amused
courtesy of the Sweep series, by Cate Tiernan:

"What is it with this country? Are all Americans amateur shrinks? You've got therapists on the radio, thereapists on the telly, and every one of you speaks fluent psychobabble!"
 
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yay   
07:16pm 13/10/2002
 
mood: accomplished
i have this thingy ma bobber downloaded now... i'll be posting a LOT more now that i don't have to go to LJ and login and everything... i'm too lazy to do that =) yay i'm eating... yum yum baked potato, steak and cheese soup.. yummm... )O(
 
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agh   
07:08pm 13/10/2002
 
mood: relieved
it was one of michael's friends... omg, that was scary... damn kids. *breathes sigh of relief* now, i need to go fix some food. later! )O(
 
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07:01pm 13/10/2002
 
mood: scared
oh my god, there's weird voices outside my house... omg omg omg omg omg... Goddess, protect me.... *grabs her athame and checks around the house* )O(
 
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my Charlie Bear   
02:51pm 13/10/2002
 
mood: ecstatic
YAYAYAYAY! My Charlie-Bear is going to call my Wednesday! I haven't talked to him since May 23rd (last day of school)! I can't wait! I miss him soooo much! Welp, going to my room so I can kick this strange guy out of my bed. *smiles sweetly at Garreth* lol, anyway, me and my best friend are gonna go chill a spell *grins* no pun intended. )O(
 
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Cris   
01:47pm 12/09/2002
 
mood: calm
you'll probably check this in BCIS so call me when you read this. i need to know if you plan on coming over after school today. if you don't call me, i'll call you.
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if i could say what i wanna say
i'd say i wanna blow you... AWAY
be with you every night
am i squeezing you too tight
if i could see what i wanna see
i wanna see you go down.... on one knee
marry me today
yes i'm wishin my life away
with these things i'll never say
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good song!
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WASP!
just call me, akay hun? love ya!
 
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hmmm   
01:31pm 12/09/2002
 
mood: confused
and i wanna believe you
when you tell me that it'll be ok
yeah i try to believe you
but i don't
when you say that it's gonna be
it always turns out to be a different way
i try to believe you
not today..
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this sounds familiar. and then this one
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anything to make me feel alive..
Is it enough to love
is it enough to breathe
somebody rip my meart out
and leave me here to bleed
is it enough to die
somebody save my life..
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i'm so scared... apparently i'm clinically depressed and am now on Zoloft for depression and Xanax for anxiety. i'm so scared that i'm going to depend on it... *sigh*
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i'm scared for her life... Cris has started cutting again, and i don't know what to do... i don't know if she told her boyfriend yet, but still... she promised she wouldn't do it again, but i know the addictiveness (is that a word) of cutting. =(

)O(
 
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hmmm   
01:31pm 12/09/2002
 
mood: confused
and i wanna believe you
when you tell me that it'll be ok
yeah i try to believe you
but i don't
when you say that it's gonna be
it always turns out to be a different way
i try to believe you
not today..
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this sounds familiar. and then this one
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anything to make me feel alive..
Is it enough to love
is it enough to breathe
somebody rip my meart out
and leave me here to bleed
is it enough to die
somebody save my life..
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i'm so scared... apparently i'm clinically depressed and am now on Zoloft for depression and Xanax for anxiety. i'm so scared that i'm going to depend on it... *sigh*
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i'm scared for her life... Cris has started cutting again, and i don't know what to do... i don't know if she told her boyfriend yet, but still... she promised she wouldn't do it again, but i know the addictiveness (is that a word) of cutting. =(

)O(
 
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